told myself today i wasn’t gonna write [promises i can’t keep, why do i insist] got lost in words & time. maybe the reason why u can’t B your old self is because u’re not your old self anymore — i hope u can feel like yourself again soon. i miss u. [sometimes in life, if u are lucky enough] there are these moments i catch a glimpse of me myself & i. mercury retrograde i’m goin’ backwards in space