august 20. You’ll come back to me. You always do. bright and dark; the Blue Moon is lighting up the whole sky tonight. i knew i’d find You. i always do.

8:8

august 8. why do you trust your fears and fear your trust? you should always trust your guts. remember the feeling. find me again in another life.

august 1. i am waiting. God send me an angel. i am waiting.

july 30. it’s a fine line when you have a fire inside of you. you can either light it all up or burn it all down. i know i need to learn to control my fire inside. but never cease it.

july 16. it’s winter. as i sat there, and journaled on the beach. watching the skies turn from blue into orange, pink and purple. lilac. blending it all in. as the day started fading away. it was the end of another day.

2024

ciao! it’s already 2024 (actually, we’re 4 months into 2024 already omg lol), and i haven’t realized that until writing it down right now. okay. i just did realize though that i haven’t been here yet (on my blog, i mean). well, wish i could say i’ve been here and there, but i’ve been more of there and … there. ‘cause my mind’s been all over the place lately. so, i’ll just start my personal year the same way i ended last year — journaling.

i don’t know what’s gonna be from here. but i’m very proud of what i’ve done till here — it all got me here

xx, b

Enlightenment

You’ll never know a love like mine

From the ashes I rise

From the highest mountains

Up in the skies

You see me rise

In light

Your love lifted me up

I found You and I followed up

Angel in disguise

We can walk side by side

Your hand forever in mine

Meet me on the other side

Fear of love

Moonlight

Why should I

Be afraid

Of your pure love

And infinite grace?

Enlighten me

In light

I rise

Enlighten me

In light

Release me

BF

Light Heart

Put your hands on my heart

Let the heaviness go

Take the pain away

Let go of the weight

Put your hands on my heart

Let the light in

Make the love stay

Let go of the heavy weight

And if it never ever goes away

There’s a brand new day

There’s always a new day

To be born again today

BF

The Strength

Now I can see

Found the light inside of me

Strange Force

Unknown source

Powerful voice

Above the noise

Now I can see the light

Found my own peace of mind

Getting ready to shine

Ready to shine

BF