september 6. and then, on some days, God would give me His permission to be perfect. to reach for a glimpse of His perfection; to find out a tiny glimpse of His perfection in me. and on those days, I’d finally be able to find peace inside. Heaven on Earth.

que verdade?

28 de agosto. de qualquer forma, a verdade não importa. as pessoas prefeririam correr na direção oposta da verdade, só para não ter que enfrentá-la, ou lidar com elas mesmas. as pessoas preferem correr delas mesmas. esta é a verdade.

august 23. your love reminds me of the beach. a love as deep as the ocean; as vast as the grains of sand. a love as infinite as me. still, even deeper than me on my bluest day.

august 20. You’ll come back to me. You always do. bright and dark; the Blue Moon is lighting up the whole sky tonight. i knew i’d find You. i always do.

8:8

august 8. why do you trust your fears and fear your trust? you should always trust your guts. remember the feeling. find me again in another life.

august 1. i am waiting. God send me an angel. i am waiting.

july 30. it’s a fine line when you have a fire inside of you. you can either light it all up or burn it all down. i know i need to learn to control my fire inside. but never cease it.

july 16. it’s winter. as i sat there, and journaled on the beach. watching the skies turn from blue into orange, pink and purple. lilac. blending it all in. as the day started fading away. it was the end of another day.

2024

ciao! it’s already 2024 (actually, we’re 4 months into 2024 already omg lol), and i haven’t realized that until writing it down right now. okay. i just did realize though that i haven’t been here yet (on my blog, i mean). well, wish i could say i’ve been here and there, but i’ve been more of there and … there. ‘cause my mind’s been all over the place lately. so, i’ll just start my personal year the same way i ended last year — journaling.

i don’t know what’s gonna be from here. but i’m very proud of what i’ve done till here — it all got me here

xx, b