ciao! it’s already 2024 (actually, we’re 4 months into 2024 already omg lol), and i haven’t realized that until writing it down right now. okay. i just did realize though that i haven’t been here yet (on my blog, i mean). well, wish i could say i’ve been here and there, but i’ve been more of there and … there. ‘cause my mind’s been all over the place lately. so, i’ll just start my personal year the same way i ended last year — journaling.

i don’t know what’s gonna be from here. but i’m very proud of what i’ve done till here — it all got me here

xx, b

You’ll never know a love like mine

From the ashes I rise

From the highest mountains

Up in the skies

You see me rise

In light

Your love lifted me up

I found You and I followed up

Angel in disguise

We can walk side by side

Your hand forever in mine

Meet me on the other side

Fear of love

Moonlight

Why should I

Be afraid

Of your pure love

And infinite grace?

Enlighten me

In light

I rise

Enlighten me

In light

Release me

BF

Put your hands on my heart

Let the heaviness go

Take the pain away

Let go of the weight

Put your hands on my heart

Let the light in

Make the love stay

Let go of the heavy weight

And if it never ever goes away

There’s a brand new day

There’s always a new day

To be born again today

BF

Now I can see

Found the light inside of me

Strange Force

Unknown source

Powerful voice

Above the noise

Now I can see the light

Found my own peace of mind

Getting ready to shine

Ready to shine

BF

eu te reflito

como um espelho

invertido

(de dentro pra fora)

nós nos refletimos em um duplo infinito

espelhado

(por dentro irradiado)

My eyes got so starry that night

Starry eyes

Sparks fly

Brighter than the lonely star

In the deep dark

Purple sky

That night

in the heart of the sun venus aligned

a journey through the underworld

in the depth of shadow

the mirror fell off of my hands

as sunlight reflected

a million little pieces of who i am

heavy heart

sleep at ease tonight

star point

shine a light tonight

on my mind and thoughts

my core lit from inside

see what i see

open up to me

accept and receive

i am ready to receive

what is meant for me

o infinito é tudo e nada ao mesmo tempo

presente passado e futuro entrelaçados

estamos perdidos juntos espaço-tempo

You put it right in my hands

You gave me this gift

Heaven sent

Heaven sent

Straight to me

So I opened my hands

Set it free

But I still didn’t know

What to do

With this

In my soul

Afraid don’t you be

You said to me

I’ll lead the way

The path you take

So my heart poured

Then it blossomed

And it bloomed

As You continued-

This is not the end

This is how you write

Without a pen

In your hands

your greatest punishment will be

you will never have me

my worst fear would be

saying ‘I do’

thinking of you