did it hurt the most to change or stay the same?

does it set u free

or leave u out in agony?

does it hurt your soul

or heal your heart?

the truth

‘é ou não é uma coisa trágica. quando você vê tudo tão claro mas a outra pessoa não vê nada’ Rupi Kaur

as i felt it so deep in me

it sliced my soul in two

maybe three

both shadow and light

and something else

i cannot define

night and day

body and soul

i am dual and whole

who u were before does not define who u are now

a agulha do compasso do meu coração aponta para qual direção

winds of change

whisper in my ear

the end is near

the new is here

angels surroundin’ me

eternal sunshine callin’ me—

already i’m sailing

oh so heavenly

[sailing into eternity]

i’m letting u go for now

but if u ever wonder

a few years from now

i would’ve tried

i would’ve fought

side by side

what if

it would’ve worked

we could’ve been

never ending

u don’t have to kill me to make yourself feel alive

333 i keep gettin’ so many signs 333